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E-grāmata: Antiman: A Hybrid Memoir

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  • Formāts: 352 pages
  • Izdošanas datums: 22-Jun-2021
  • Izdevniecība: Restless Books
  • Valoda: eng
  • ISBN-13: 9781632062819
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  • Formāts: 352 pages
  • Izdošanas datums: 22-Jun-2021
  • Izdevniecība: Restless Books
  • Valoda: eng
  • ISBN-13: 9781632062819

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"Winner of the Restless Books Prize for New Immigrant Writing, Rajiv Mohabir's Antiman is an impassioned, genre-blending memoir that navigates the fraught constellations of race, sexuality, and cultural heritage that have shaped his experiences as an Indo-Guyanese queer poet and immigrant to the United States."--Amazon.com.

The story of a Guyanese Indian immigrant in Central Florida who embarks on journey of discovery by living a year in Varansi on the banks of the Ganges and returns home to find himself rejected for his homosexuality.

“The pieces of Mohabir’s queerness that he layers together come to speak a transgressive language all of their own. In doing so, he simultaneously defies mainstream tropes and representations of queer masculinity in the Global North by rejecting normative identity terms such as “gay”, or “out of the closet”. Instead, he opts to use a term more-often-than-not positioned within the realm of the pejorative, oppressive, and violent in Guyana and the Guyanese diaspora: the Antiman…. Antiman offers a syllabus in critical queer Indo-Caribbean practice and pedagogy. In it, we find foundational truths about the contemporary intersections of race, sexuality, gender, and diaspora within the queer Indo-Caribbean, importantly turning us to its historical past and our negotiations with its contemporary afterlife.”

—Ryan Persadie and Natasha Ramoutar, Stabroek News



Winner of the Restless Books Prize for New Immigrant Writing, Rajiv Mohabir’s Antiman is an impassioned, genre-blending memoir that navigates the fraught constellations of race, sexuality, and cultural heritage that have shaped his experiences as an Indo-Guyanese queer poet and immigrant to the United States.

Growing up a Guyanese Indian immigrant in Central Florida, Rajiv Mohabir is fascinated by his family’s stifled Hindu history and the legacy of his ancestors, who were indentured laborers on British sugarcane plantations. In Toronto he sits at the feet of Aji, his unlettered grandmother, listening to her stories and songs in her Caribbean Bhojpuri. By now Aji’s eleven children have immigrated to North America and busied themselves with ascension, Christianity, and the erasure of their heritage and Caribbean accents. But Rajiv wants to know more: where did he come from, and why does he feel so out of place?

Embarking on a journey of discovery, he lives for a year in Varanasi, on the banks of the Ganges, perfecting his Hindi and Bhojpuri and tracing the lineage of his Aji’s music. Returning to Florida, the cognitive dissonance of confederate flags, Islamophobia, and his father’s disapproval sends him to New York, where finds community among like-minded brown activists, work as an ESL teacher, and intoxication in the queer nightlife scene. But even in the South Asian paradise of Jackson Heights, Rajiv feels like an outsider: “Coolie” rather than Desi. And then the final hammer of estrangement falls when his cousin outs him as an “antiman”—a Caribbean slur for men who love men—and his father and aunts disown him.

But Rajiv has learned resilience. Emerging from the chrysalis of his ancestral poetics into a new life, he embraces his identity as a poet and reclaims his status as an antiman—forging a new way of being entirely his own. Rapturous, inventive, and devastating in its critique of our own failures of inclusion, Antiman is a hybrid memoir that helps us see ourselves and relationships anew, and announces an exciting new talent in Rajiv Mohabir.

Recenzijas

Praise for Antiman:

Winner of the 2019 Restless Books Prize for New Immigrant Writing

Finalist for the 2022 PEN Open Book Award

2022 LAMBDA Literary Awards Finalist Gay Memoir/Biography

2021 Foreword INDIES Finalist LGBTQ+ (Adult Nonfiction)

2022 Publishing Triangle Awards Finalist Randy Shilts Award for Gay Nonfiction





The stakes of Indo-Guyanese poet Rajiv Mohabirs passionate memoir Antiman are high from the start. While the memoir richly explores an awakening to anti-colonial politics and a queer coming-of-age, its emotional core is the anguish of repeatedly being made to stand apart. The memoir refuses genre. Instead, it invents its own radical, striking, fragmented form, which reflects Mohabirs efforts to mend himself. His stunning original poetry flies abreast of translated Bhojpuri songs. Anti-colonial polemic enlivens prose about his quest for a place his fluid self might move within rigid lines of identity. Antiman makes its own way in American letters. Transfused with what Mohabir calls in his authors note, the queerest magic of his Ajis songs, its an incomparable, hybrid account of self and family that defies expectations. Singular, fierce: Thats the gorgeous sound of a bird taking flight.

Anita Felicelli, The Washington Post

Antiman ... moves across countriesIndia, Guyana, Canada, the U.S.and genres poetry, prose, myth, and family historyto tell the story of his experience growing up across cultures and wanting to learn more about the Hindu history his family, living as Guyanese Indian immigrants in Florida, left behind. He reckons with racism, with homophobia (the title is a Caribbean slur for a man who loves men), and with a pervasive feeling of being an outsider. With tenacity and exuberance, and dancing between a number of languages and dialects, Mohabir comes to claim his own identity, finding firmer footing in the world.

Nina MacLaughlin, The Boston Globe

Mohabir carves a vessel to contain his multitudes using the instruments of prose, song, poetry, In this searing, unflinching investigation of diaspora, heritage, and personal evolution, Rajiv Mohabir has fashioned a blues that blurs the boundaries of genre, a book-song that haunts and resonates. Antiman is a potent, lyrical fusion of harmony, dissonance, and recognizance. Music lives on every page.

Jabari Asim, author of Yonder and We Can't Breathe

Mohabir, here, carves a vessel to contain his multitudes using the instruments of prose, song, poetry, and prayer. Authentic and defiant, this memoir responds to erasure with assertion, to derogation with reclamation, and to fragmentation with relation. Fans of Ocean Vuong, Alexander Chee, and Saeed Jones will adore this book!

Serena Morales, Books Are Magic (Brooklyn, NY)

In his gorgeous and experimental memoir, Antiman, Indo-Caribbean poet Rajiv Mohabir delves into his family's history and its tangle of stigmas to locate a powerful literary heritage and the origins of his own artistic life. Interspersing experiments in multilingual poetry among sections of conventional memoir, Antiman serves as both a touching account of the author's life and a bold statement of his poetics.

Theo Henderson, Shelf Awareness, Starred Review

Rajiv Mohabirs Antiman is a powerful portrait of the artist as a young, brown, immigrant, queer man and is my favorite kind of book, prose written by a poet. This book stops time to celebrate voices worth remembering.

Grace Talusan, author of The Body Papers

Antiman won this years Restless Books Prize for New Immigrant Writing. The book explores his familys legacy of displacement and also his own queerness. Its a mix of prose, poetry, songs, myths, and more. Antiman is as multi-faceted and multi-layered as its author.

Rebecca Hussey, BookRiot Best Genre-Bending Nonfiction of 2021

Antiman overflows with languagesEnglish, Bhojpuri, and Creoleand with various forms of storytelling, including prose and poetry, journal entries, fauxtales, transcriptions of recordings of his grandmother, definitions, and misreadings. This multiplicity of genres enriches the book and allows the reader to experience the various worlds Mohabir inhabits. Not quite a coming out story, Antiman is an illuminating hybrid memoir, a record of Mohabirs coming to terms with himself, discovering who he is, and his embrace of multiple communities and cultures.

Reginald Harris, The Gay and Lesbian Review

Told in sentences charged with beauty and rage, we get an unapologetic account of a life that thrums in our veins, building to a drumbeat that starts in the Caribbean and explodes into the world.

Krystal A. Sital, PEN award finalist author of Secrets We Kept: Three Women of Trinidad

Rajiv Mohabir achieves a gorgeous, passionately lyrical hybrid of a memoir-mosaic, sojourning through straightforward narrative, multifold geographies and legacies, and evocative (and provocative) vulnerable reflections, all infused with a deeply yearning poetical heartbeat. Antiman lives, breathes, and dances in unbridled joy.

Thomas Glave, author of The Torturers Wife

In Antiman, Rajiv Mohabir sets forth on a journey with few parallels in the history of immigrant literature. While tracing his ancestors peripatetic migrations from rural India to Guyana to Canada and the US, Mohabir examines both the bonds and disconnects between his American identity as a gay poet with the expectations and limitations of his diverse cultural inheritance. More than a memoir, this brave and beautiful book is a tale of the resilience of the human heart, and of multiple family journeys across generations and four continents. With great intelligence and insight, Mohabir tackles questions of caste, ethnicity, and sexuality, spinning tales of tenderness and ignorance, of love and of longing for that mysterious place called home.

Terry Hong, Héctor Tobar, and Ilan Stavans, from the Prize Judges Citation

Papildus informācija

Commended for Foreword INDIES Book of the Year Awards (LGBTQ+ Nonfiction) 2021.
Author's Note xi
Open the Door
3(5)
Home: Prolepsis
8(2)
Aji Recording: Bibah Kare
10(5)
My Eyes Are Clouds
15(12)
South Asian Language Summer
27(17)
Aji Recording: Dunce
44(2)
Evolution of a Song
46(16)
Bhabhua Village
62(4)
Neech
66(18)
Ganga Water
84(5)
Prayer
89(3)
Pap
92(10)
The Last Time I Cut, A Journal
102(13)
Antiman
115(21)
Aji Recording: How Will I Go
136(2)
Eh Bhai
138(1)
A Family Outing, Alternative Ending 1
139(5)
A Family Outing, Alternative Ending 2
144(5)
A Family Outing, Alternative Ending 3
149(3)
Amazon River Dolphin
152(12)
Aji Recording: Song for the Lonely Season
164(2)
Leaving Florida
166(17)
Ardhanarishvaram Raga
183(8)
Mister Javier's Lesson Plan
191(11)
Islamophic Misreadings: Some Queens Definitions
202(10)
American Guyanese Diwali
212(2)
Aji Recording: Love Beat Handsome
214(3)
Sangam / Confluence
217(16)
The Lover and the Chapbook
233(12)
The Outside Workshop
245(10)
Brown Inclusion: Some Queens Definitions
255(4)
E Train to Roosevelt Ave Making All Local Stops in Queens
259(19)
Ganga and the Snake: A Fauxtale / Ganga aur Saamp
278(10)
Aji Recording: Asirbaad, Blessing
288(2)
The King and the Koyal: A Fauxtale / Raja aur Kokila
290(13)
My Veil's Stain
303(17)
Barsi: One Year Work
320(5)
Reincarnate
325(1)
Open the Door Reprise
326(7)
Acknowledgments 333(4)
About the Author 337
Rajiv Mohabir is the author of Cutlish (Four Way Books 2021), The Cowherds Son (2017, winner of the 2015 Kundiman Prize) and The Taxidermists Cut (2016, winner of the Four Way Books Intro to Poetry Prize and finalist for the Lambda Literary Award for Gay Poetry in 2017), and translator of I Even Regret Night: Holi Songs of Demerara (1916) (2019), which received a PEN/Heim Translation Fund Grant Award and the Harold Morton Landon Translation Award from the Academy of American Poets. His essays can be found in places like Asian American Writers Workshops The Margins, Bamboo Ridge Journal, Moko Magazine, Cherry Tree, Kweli, and others, and he has a Notable Essay in Best American Essays 2018. Currently he is an Assistant Professor of poetry in the MFA program at Emerson College. His debut memoir, Antiman, won the Restless Books Prize for New Immigrant Writing.