Shattered by his best friend's suicide, Sam listens to a playlist left for him by his friend hoping to gain an understanding of what happened, which Sam comes to better comprehend by listening to the survivors in his friend's world. Simultaneous eBook. 35,000 first printing.
A page-turner that combines genuine intrigue with heartbreak and desire. Holly Goldberg Sloan, New York Times bestselling author of Counting by 7s
There was a party. There was a fight. The next morning, Sams best friend, Hayden, was dead. And all he left Sam was a playlist of songs and a suicide note: For Samlisten and youll understand. To figure out what happened, Sam has to rely on the playlist and his own memory. But the more he listens, the more he realizes that his memory isnt as reliable as he thought. And it might only be by taking out his earbuds and opening his eyes to the people around him that hell finally be able to piece together his best friends story. And maybe have a chance to change his own.
Part mystery, part love story, and part coming-of-age tale in the vein of The Perks of Being a Wallflower and The Spectacular Now, Michelle Falkoffs debut novel is an honest and gut-wrenching first novel about loss, rage, and what if feels like to outgrow a friendship thats always defined youand the struggle to redefine yourself.